Mia-Sade

Almost 11 years later I still hurt and think about you. Thinking about losing you brings sorrow from somewhere deep in my heart where only you have a place. I yearn for you now more than ever. God I love you, God please help me to be strong. My baby girl will never be forgotten. I Love you.

Liberty Julian

D. 1994

I made a "choice" that I thought would make me "free"-but it was a choice "free" of you.  Since your passing I have lived in shackles of shame, guilt, fear, contempt, and grief.  Without you... I live in a prison of pain!  Forgive me... and know this:  I would gladly give my life for you if I could chose again.

-Love Mom

River Michael

D. 1995

You are gone from my body.  But you are within me.  Like a river, you flow through my veins-and you empty into my heart.  You are my child-a memory that never recedes!

-Love Mom

Anne Elizabeth and Maria Rose

 I love you my precious ones... Anne Elizabeth and Maria Rose.

May God Watch over you until I join you.

-Love, Mommy

Makenna Marie

D. 2007

There hasn't been a day I don't think about you and what would have been. I hope to one day be reunited with you in heaven. I love You. I love you so much.

Angel Gabriel

Today would have been your fifth birthday. Every year that passes I see a boy who would have been your age my heart aches. I cannot deny your existence, and only wish I was stronger. if tears could build a stairway, I would walk across the depths of heaven just to see your face. I'm sorry. You will always be my first love, and the decision I made those many years ago will never cease to haunt me. Please forgive me.

Zack

D. 2002

Seven years have passed and the pain hurts more than ever, like a wound which refuses to heal. I desperately wanted to have you, but I was forced to say goodbye. At the time I felt I had no choice. I miss you more than words can say, I pray that you are happy and in a better place, and that you will forgive me. My arms ache to hold you, my sweet baby that I never got to see. I will get justice for you, and honor your life like it deserves.

- I love you always, Mommy